Being Pregnant

I'm pretty sure my house is the messiest it has ever been.

I have no energy to clean it.

I think you forget how you feel when your pregnant. I did. It's so much worse than I thought.

I'm not complaining, I think God gives you morning sickness so that you'll know the baby is still there, otherwise you might go insane.

Having said that, being this sick might cause me to go insane. It's depressing really.

I have no desire to ever leave my house. I normally would leave my house at least once a day.

I have no desire to watch my tv shows on the internet or even movies.

You have a love hate relationship with food that's for sure.

I hate the foods I loved, and I loved the foods I wasn't that fond of before becoming pregnant. For example: I don't eat chocolate, I crave Starbursts and Airheads..

I am hungry 90% of the time (I think you forget about that feeling as well).

I can ONLY eat the foods I crave, otherwise I might get sick.

Don't think about eating anything you LOVED before being pregnant b/c you might get sick and never want to eat it again. EVER.

I LOVE that I have a little one growing inside of me. I can't wait to hear the little pitter patters of a tiny one running around my house, baby talk and little screams of delight. All of that up there is so worth it.

I just hope this next 7 1/2 months goes by quick.

Yup.

The Decision to Move

I had pretty much decided I didn't want to move away from here. I like it too much. For the following reasons:

1) It's where I grew up, so it's home.
2) My family is here.
3) I have an almost live in babysitter...Leah..she is the BEST! She actually gets excited when I ask her to babysit. (at least I think she does)
4) I have gotten to know this great group of girls in my ward and I just LOVE hanging out with them..
5) My Momma.
6) We have a Super Target..'nuff said.
7) I love my house.

The other night Chad and I were lying in bed and he said, "Bonny, I really think we need to sell our house." I said, "Uh, no." He said, "Have you prayed about it." So I did. And..I got my answer. Not the answer I wanted. I started crying when the answer was yes.

So we are putting our house up FOR SALE. I'm so sad. But we need to be together as a family again. It's trumps that whole list up there..by far. So I will go wherever we are supposed to go when the time comes to move. It might be Cookeville It might not be. We'll see when the time comes. (Not to say I hate Cookeville, I don't, I actually really enjoyed living there. It feels like home there as well. Plus Chad's family is there, and they are my family as well.)

Craft Closet

Maybe...since I can't have a Craft room, I could have a Craft Closet...


Too bad the only closet we have like this is in Owen's room and well..his room is tiny.

That and we've decided to sale our house.

Sorry

I accidentally posted the headband post on this blog..I have no idea how, it was meant for my bow blog..sorry about that...

Easter!

Stuffing Eggs for Pre-School!



Hallie picked up an egg she thought was empty, she opened it and said, "MOMMA! This one doesn't have a wrapper!"


I looked over at Owen and he had a pile of wrappers sitting next to him...he was unwrapping all the candy and putting it into the eggs..So funny!

Hal & O were at Mimi's on Easter morning, they came home around 11..The Easter Bunny couldn't find the Easter Baskets in the attic, but I think it turned out just fine. They loved it! (They get SOO much candy for Easter from Grandparents..so we didn't give them much..)


We watched General Conference (It was GREAT this year!!) And had Easter Dinner with Catelynn and Vicki, it was great to have them here for Easter!


Hallie decided to dress Catelynn up...I loved that she used her tutu as a wig for Cate.


All dressed up for Easter!! Sorry it's so many..I couldn't help myself..

Love Letters & Sleeping on the Couch

Long Distance relationships are hard..even when you're married. It adds a lot of stress. Chad and I get along really well. We have lots of fun together and talk about everything. But there are times when we get into STUPID fights. You know the ones, when you're both tired, stressed and cranky, you fight over , well, nothing. We got into one last night..over the dumbest thing..well to make a long and boring story short..I was so mad I slept on the couch.

It's not very smart to threaten to sleep on the couch..really it isn't. I did b/c I just knew he would come out to me and apologize and say come to bed and everything would be okay. But he never did, so I was stuck on the couch awake all night, wishing I had never threatened to sleep on the couch.STUPID STUPID STUPID. My pride got in the way of a good night sleep...and Chad didn't want to play my game. Smart guy.

Even though I know Chad loves me and I know he always will..I still need that reassurance..I think it's because he's gone alot and talking on the phone just isn't going to cut it. I think we need more..I think we should start writing letters to each other. I LOVE get letters in the mail. It's the best.

Anyways, this one is for Chad..I love you.. I know I was wrong last night and...well..Please forgive me. Will you join me in writing love letters while you're gone...the old fashioned way?

My Birthday wishlist..

My Birthday is in a week. I'm so excited. I love my Birthday..It's also, I think, the best month to have a birthday, because Spring is finally here and there's Easter and Spring Break. April is my favorite month, besides December. So, I know I already said that I got a Camera for my Birthday. Chad got it for me. He's the best. But here are a few other things I want...

This is a bathing suit I want from Target, I tried it on today and it looks good on me (as good as a bathing suit canlook on me). It's $40 though..so it's probably not going to happen ;)


I also want to get my hair done. I need highlights and a cut BAD!!! Look at those roots!!



...And...I want a party like this...







Thanks.



Hey..A girl can dream right?

My Birthday Present!

I got a new camera for my birthday. Well, it's not a new camera..it's used but it's new to me...A Canon Rebel XT!

I LOVE IT!!

Here are some of the pictures I have taken with it..

APRIL FOOLS!!!
I don't think I could ever stop doing my blog..Blog books are too important to me..
(see post below)

I've decided to stop doing my blog.

Although I love it and it is sometimes a great outlet..it has become a bit of a distraction. I do have a few more posts to make because I need to put them in my annual blog book, but after that, I think I'm going to retire my blog. It will be hard but I think I can do it!